Being Korean has nothing to do with it, your just in the wrong area. Most places people prefer Asians over any other race because they think Asians are smarter. Move away to somewhere else. Also do what you like, I wish I knew what I wanted, I'm almost 30 and I am close to having a degree in Nursing, Aircraft maintenance, and computer programming. But don't have anything completed because towards the end I loose interest and change to pursue something else. Don't give up.